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[Nov. 21st, 2009|10:17 pm] |
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This week hasn't been exactly good.
okay. no, understatement.
it's been the worst week of my life.
i never felt so worried, scared, afraid, inept,
lousy, did i say worried ,in my whole life.
i keep breaking down, crying and crying for i don't know what reason.
But i'm really thankful for the people who has been keeping
me going.
sometimes all you need is someone to remind you that
you can do it. and it sparks of a whole chain of reactions.
it's finally the end of the week and i survived!
I'm definitely in much better mental shape then how
i started the week.
somehow my soul's resolved that no matter what happens,
God has a plan for my life.
And I find comfort knowing that everything that happens
is for the bigger picture of what He intends to use me for.
I just need to be a good steward of the talents and gifts that He has given to me.
That brings a certain kind of peace to the anxious heart of mine.
and my faith to increase by leaps and bounds.
(funny how i have this innate tendency to worry about the things i
cannot change. it's not as if if i worry more, it's going to change anything. )
this verse has been keeping me the whole week.
I place it on my study table, infront of me so as to keep me going.
"consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,
because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without
finding fault, and it will be given to him. " James1:2-3,5
so fitting.
3 more papers!
i'm going to do my best and let God do the rest
and trust in His perfect will. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|03:27 pm] |
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AHAHAHA! 5 MORE DAYS TO THE DREADED A's!
I'm so not prepared=/
Here's the a level time table for me.
10th Nov - Mathematics
11th Nov - General Paper 1 & 2 and Biology paper 2
12th Nov - Chemistry paper 3 ( Yes. aye yes! chemistry after bio and gp! killer)
17th Nov - Chemistry paper 2
18th Nov - Economics paper 2
20th Nov - Economics paper 1
23rd Nov - Biology paper 3 and Chemistry paper 1 ( YA! again yknow.)
3rd Dec - Biology paper 1
aye. i got a lot to work on for chemistry. plus it's with bio!
content heavy subject. aye. but if other people can do it,
so can I. i just have got to put my mind to it and really rely on God
to bring me thru. And whatever happens, i'm leaving it in the hands of
God. trusting that He's has a plan for my life.
please keep me in prayer and drop me an sms to keep me
motivated.
i really need loads of that! (:
To all studying, keep up the spirit and add oil!
we've come this far and soon it'll all be over! |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|12:33 am] |
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Wow!
My two years in JC have finally come to an end.
(well, not exactly luh. since there's still the dreaded A levels)
I've much to be thankful about! (:
Rach, Pingboon, always there for support, a listening ear, good advice,
and anything you can possibly imagine!
zhenggang, edmond, never fail to make me laugh, albeit the suanning.
the 4 of yall made my council journey all worthwhile
Candy, elaine, weiwen, for sharing stuff! (: and all the random stuff we do
and all the times in class, helping each other
answer questions from different teachers.
twin! for seeing your face and hearing your voice(:
my awesome classmates, i'll miss all the times in class.
the how we're always half asleep for chem, or almost any lesson that starts in the morning.
ahahaha. especially jon's random outbursts of funny blabberings.
council mates, how we all stayed back way into the night to plan for events,
support each other and entertained one another.
interact IS peeps, the late night supper with your bgss friends whom i dont know.
the ogls and the very interesting ogl camp.
and all the very special people around me(:
i feel really blessed to be able to make such great friends thru the course of
the two years and i really love and treasure each and every single one of yall coz
yall have in some way or another make the whole 2 years a special, memorable,
and unique experience. it would have been different without yall.
aye, i'm really going to miss walking around school.
but wait! there's still prom to look forward to, then, only then,
do we really say bye bye to the school.
ahahahahah. till then, we've 16 days to the Alevels.
All the way yall! (: we can do it! (:
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|10:53 pm] |
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( Promises )
Child-likeness.
i somehow admire kids for being kids.
how they always seem to see the best out of any situation.
How everything will be okay as long as they are cradled in the
embrace of their parents.
Their child-like faith and innocence.
not at all naive.
How they are contented with just being able to run freely.
and oh yes, how care-free they are.
why is it when we get older we become so cautious of everything?
using reason and logic to derive at answers.
but then again, somethings cannot be explained by reasoning.
or maybe i just dont have the reason. hahhaha.
but give this a thought.
how come we can feel love if it is intangible, invisible?
or how come we can feel a gentle breeze caress the skin although
it is invisible? |
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[Sep. 4th, 2009|11:40 pm] |
Dont know why i have this urge to
go open The Calling Of Kindred poetry book.
somehow i find solace in the structure of words unspoken.
so unrestricted, free, especially poetry.
i miss taking lit as a subject. somehow it
transports you to another wrold, albeit fictious.
but just for that moment, you believe everything you want to believe.
Stark contrast to hard facts, restricted.
sometimes people come and go.
they walk into your life, change your life drastically,
then walk right out of your life.
sometimes these people linger.
sometimes these people stay.
sometimes these pepole never fail to make your day.
GO ME!
and GO the rest of the people studying! (: |
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[Aug. 16th, 2009|07:13 pm] |
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NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
I’m not gonna live by what I see,
I’m not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I,
Know that You’re here with me
I know that, You can do anything
Through You,
I can do anything,
I can do all things,
For it’s You who give me strength,
Nothing is impossible
Through You,
Blind eyes are opened,
Strongholds are broken,
I am living by faith,
Nothing is impossible!
I believe, I believe,
I believe, I believe in You
God, another week, another week.
please keep me.
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